Apart from those torture, i've found happiness in electronic gadgets. Comparing from the previous to this yr, i've definitely became more techo-saavy and exercising less. I never got my balance right. Last time was too much of bball, too alittle study. This time is too lil exercise, too much food, too lil study. So it seems that this time is worse. Sadly, I think i've lost interest in bball, i duno why. Maybe i've gotta hear some FRUCK sounds before i get motivated again, but for now, if you ask me to play bball, you'll hear a totally different answer from the previous years.
So this coming new year, there are a few targets i wish to meet.
- I don't wanna become a geek @ home. I'll need some pull factors to pull me outta my home, and current i duno what izzit but hopefully i'll find it.
- Healthy lifestyle program
Yes, i know, and please dun remind me again that i failed last year. After 2mths, i succumbed to my mum's offer to a McSpicy Burger and from then, I was back to eating, and this year i'm back to how i was during sec 1?
So yes, I'll be trying to keep my weight down again. It's seriously a waste of food when you have so much food on your table and you dun eat it. Hopefully, it'll last till i serve my nation this time.
And yes again, it'll be cereal or no breakfast, and i'll be in school in the afternoon, so means its no lunch. I know its very possible to eat during break in SP, cuz i've been doing it with no sweat. But the challenge is to maintain eating just enough for dinner. Cuz even though i reached home usually @ 3pm or 4pm, I'm capable of eating excessive amounts.
Eg. I straightaway grab a large packet of Ruffles potato chips after taking off my shoes and socks after returning home.
After finishing Ruffles, if there's still time before dinner and i'm bored, i'll take the whole plastic bag of swee heng bread (about 3-4 bread). Believe it or not, i'll down it before the day ends. Then i'm sure i'll get a drink (Eg. Milo). After that, makan dinner.
After dinner i'll rest awhile and i'm sure before 8.30pm is up, i'll grab the next item on the list, practically anything on the table. Sometimes its biscuits, sometimes its twisties.
And btw, when i open up a bag of tidbits or a carton of biscuits, u'll find nothing after i get my hands on it.
I think its most likely boredom or just for fun. Its become such a habit to take something in after i walk out of my room.
I think i've exceeded 80kg now. I couldnt believe it when my auntie showed me a photo of me taken during sec 3 (with my moustache hair) to show me how much i gained. =.=''', so bloody demoralising. So the target would be like sec 3. My closest to a healthy lifestyle. - BASS LESSONS.
Yes, i want it so much. I just casually told my dad today afternoon, maybe he would think i'm joking. But i'll make sure he gets my message. Dad needs time too, cuz taking up a new instrument is expensive. You've need enough money for the bass + lessons + amp for a start. I'm ok to do the upgrading myself. Yup, i want it very much, but i've been thinking for how long this excitement will last. I don't wanna find myself playing it for only a year. I'm sure my sponsor would aso wun wan to see me playing for only a short amount of time.
Maybe lessons @ yahama, since its the only music school to offer bass lessons. Plus bass lessons would give me another reason to escape home to enjoy the outside world. It helps deduct geek pts. But veri little since its only once a week.
Bass? My dad doesn't know what to buy, and so, i'll have to do alil research to find wad's good and budget. Maybe i'll aim to play get my music theory and basics right, and get some riffs played. I'm more concerned with the basics, cuz bad habits suck. And no, if pple in church are looking to find me to play during worship this coming yr, i'm sorry, i've gotta turn you down, cuz i dun wanna find myself playing w/o knowing wad i'm playing.
Its better to immerse yourself in learning music den to makan like cr4zy. - Give myself a reason to like attending lessons
It had been a really tough year to like school. Maybe my adaptability suck or smth. But i'll try smth to motivate me to go to school more often. It has never been like that all my life, kindergarten, pri sch, sec sch. The most i'll skip two days in a year cuz i'm sick or smth. Oh yes, although its been a boring year, i've never fallen sick this whole year.
Before i continue, lemme countdown first. LOL...9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1...Happy new year...~!@#$%^&*()_...LOL...Relax la, pple in bangkok crying lei... - Maintaining and Improving my relationship with my relatives and family
Maybe its the number of times i've been meeting them, i get all anti-social with some of my relatives. My mum? i've always been communicating v well with her, sometimes shouting even, but its still a form of communication. My sister? No problems with communication too. They are the most communicat-able at home.
My dad? Maybe i and him spend veri lil time together, but i've always have some problem with asking him to get something for me. But shouldn't a son be comfortable to ask his dad to buy smth for him? Never for me, ever since birth maybe. Most of frenz know that i've even saved for my gameboy during pri 3 when i've only $1 as allowance. Could only afford a gameboy pocket. But he's always been providing for my sch fees and stuff. (Duh!).
I've always got a problem communicating with my dad's youngest sister (2nd auntie) and her family. I duno why aso. Mayb its the truth that i'll turn all cold and boring if i dun sped time with pple.
Church friends? I've always been a block of wood. I talked veri lil, as if i'm some retard. I dun even noe whether i can regard them as friends, cuz i'm never talking to them volunteerily for the last 17 yrs. No common topics to start with.
I really wanna change to be more sociable, but wun it be weird if some lol guy didnt really talked to you for the past 17 yrs and suddenly he talks like!@#$%^&*()_+. Weird weird one lei. - Huat AR!!! Fortune rolling rolling come.
Finances had been quite stable. No overspending. No CNY during 2006 for me cuz of my grandpa's death during 13/4/2005 6:30pm. There's no overspending, but there's aso no increase in my funds. Yea, i wanna be wad i used to be, a giver as well as someone who could control his funds. Last time i could buy supper for my family at my own expense. 4 fillet o fish burgers. But since sec 3, didnt buy liaoz.
Actually for me, its not the huat factor la, its how i use my money. Its a bomb this year considering the number of days i worked this year - 0 days. I managed to save enuff money to get my speakers, soundcard, headphones, mouse, keyboard = $600+++. And i still got my 1.3k reserved for the upcoming ps3.
On the item list this year, its more challenging:
1. Razer mouse ($60-$100)
2. Logitech G15 Keyboard ($105)
3. Supper frequently for family
4. Bass upgrading (If my dad agrees for me to play bass that is)
5. Seagate Barracuda 7200.10 750GB HDD.
6. PSP
7. Increase PS3 reserve by $200 to $1500.
Which means, u won't be seeing me eating @ sp for the whole of 2007. Its a 60cent qin chow for me. - Other aims
-Bringing torrenting to a whole new lvl.
-Get a part time job w/o getting fired for slacking.
-Eliminate laziness.
And's that's all for the year 2006.
Off to save the world.
Mr. J0sA1Ac Cheong
